Kalau saja aku bisa merubah segalanya, mungkin hatiku tidak akan sehancur ini,

Ada quotes yang mengatakan
"it's sad when people you know become people you knew; when you walk right past someone like they were never a big part of your life. how you used to be able to talk for hours and how now, you can barely even look at them"

aku cengeng dan melankolis sungguh, semua masalah akan aku tangisi. apalagi masalah yang berhubungan dengan hati. Seperti tidak mau menerima kenyataan kalau someone can become no one, aku dengan lukisan terindah yang pernah kau goreskan dalam hidupku tak mungkin bisa semudah itu melupakanmu . Mudah bagimu tidak untuk ku. Terlalu banyak perubahan sampai-sampai aku takut dengan mu saat ini. aku rindu senyumu yang dulu, yang tak mungkin aku dapatkan lagi. aku rindu suara mu, ucapanmu, tingkah lakumu yang hangat kepadaku seperti dulu

ku harap aku bisa melupakanmu bersama kenanganmu, suatu saat nanti




Skyscraper by Demi Lovato

Skies are crying, I am watching
Catching tear drops in my hands
Only silence, as it's ending
Like we never had a chance

Do you have to make me feel like
There's nothing left of me?

You can take everything I have
You can break everything I am
Like I'm made of glass
Like I'm made of paper
Go on and try to tear me down
I will be rising from the ground
Like a skyscraper
Like a skyscraper

As the smoke clears, I awaken
And untangle you from me
Would it make you, feel better
To watch me while I bleed?

All my windows still are broken
But I'm standing on my feet

Go run, run, run
I'm gonna stay right here, watch you disappear